Your guess is as good as mine, at this point. In all my other memories I have some idea of my thoughts and feelings during them - in this one there simply is nothing.
That's entirely reasonable. Even when you do take memories, you don't have to be the same person that you once were. Goodness knows many of us are trying not to be.
[full body bristle with something that sounds like a cross between a hiss and a growl in his throat, but. he allows it. He is just innately feral for whatever fucking reason.]
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That's the kid? Shit. Sorry.
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[He plays back a different memory.]
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That some kinda simulation bullshit? What's going on?
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[Since it's hard to argue Bomb would have died of natural causes when he looks like a teenager.]
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There's a shit ton of possibilities of what my life coulda been like, but some people here already know apparently.
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I don't wanna take my memories too soon and end up just like how anyone's assuming. I'm my own damn person.
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[weirdly has a lot of confidence in himself despite being Like This]
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[Reaches over to try to ruffle his hair.]
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Ah, I'm allowed affection? I feel honored.
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[but he's not refuting it.]
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