[ Hmm what's a less upsetting way of saying 'I don't deserve you'? ] Usually I feel very lucky when you're there for me. I think that's what I'd feel now, if I could.
I'll... try to make it up to you sometime. [ more really hopeless qualifying thoughts here ]
You will. I'm not foolish enough to believe I'll be spared effects like these in the future, and I know you will do what you can to help me. I have faith in you.
[ She knows that's true, but she still hates it. She's not nearly as patient as Doctor, so surely she'd fail at being there for him if this situation were reversed... at least she doesn't think that's entirely her new and strange pessimism talking. ]
I'll do my best, I hope. [ Right now her best sucks, so she just snuggles against him, wishing she could get the comfort and peace from doing so that she usually does. ]
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I'll... try to make it up to you sometime. [ more really hopeless qualifying thoughts here ]
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I'll do my best, I hope. [ Right now her best sucks, so she just snuggles against him, wishing she could get the comfort and peace from doing so that she usually does. ]
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Hopefully these effects don't afflict her for too long.]