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Kantera ([personal profile] happydreamed) wrote2030-02-28 07:11 pm
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sangreine: sad :: huh :: scared :: nervous (lost lamb)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-03-22 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ And now she's wondering why he didn't think this information was important for her to know before she agreed to a commitment that, as far as she was concerned, was for life. ]

Was it that you didn't know how to tell me beforehand?
sangreine: face covered :: sad :: serious (ouchie)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-03-22 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
I understand...

[ And she does -- but. And that's got to be the biggest "but" she's ever conceived of. ]

...I think I probably had a right to know this before we got married.

I'm not saying I regret it, just... my head is spinning...

[ Her chest feels tight and everything feels far away. This isn't at all how things were supposed to go for them here. ]
sangreine: sad :: face covered :: serious (undone)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-03-22 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's flashing back to the time she sat him down and showed him her memories before letting him agree to even call them an item, how difficult that was. But she still did it. ]

I don't think you're heartless. And I know you would never hurt me intentionally.

[ Yet he still has. She gives him a squeeze and then sits up and hangs her legs over the side of the bed. ]

I need to go. But I'll see you soon, okay?

[ For once, she doesn't wait for an answer. She just leaves. She makes sure the bedroom door is gently closed behind her before she runs out of the house. ]