Seasons: IC Contact/Overflow

[happydreamed]

"Hello, you've reached Kantera. If this is a medical emergency, please hang up and call a hospital. Otherwise, please leave your message after the tone."

Comments

[kishin]

This isn't romance! It was because of the weird rain!

[happydreamed]

I was in that rain too, you realize. I was more physically affectionate certainly, but my feelings didn't change.

How did you feel about him, in that moment?

[kishin]

[ More flustered. ]

That doesn't matter.
What matters is how he felt.

[happydreamed]

Are you certain he didn't feel similarly to you?

[kishin]

I don't think so.
He seemed upset the first time.

[happydreamed]

Have you spoken to him about it since? He might have been shocked, or had wanted your first kiss to turn out differently.

[kishin]

I don't think he wants to talk about it.

[ but also "the first time" ]

[happydreamed]

I get the impression that he doesn't like to talk about many things, but some of them really should be discussed.

You kissed more than once?

[kishin]

[ ulp ]

We were stuck in the rain for a while.

[happydreamed]

Did at any point he say that he did not want to kiss you?

The rain is an influence, but it isn't mind control.

[kishin]

He said he was okay with it. But...

[happydreamed]

But?

[kishin]

But how can you be okay with something and not want to talk about it at the same time?

[happydreamed]

Because talking about feelings requires showing vulnerability, which Lelouch seems to be adverse to.

[kishin]

Maybe?

The second one was nice.

[happydreamed]

I suspect he was mostly surprised and wrestling with his own feelings.

[kishin]

What feelings? Did he say he had feelings?

[ the smoothest ]

[happydreamed]

If he didn't have feelings, talking about it wouldn't be so difficult, would it?

[kishin]

Horror and revulsion are feelings, too.

[happydreamed]

Suzaku, please understand that I mean this with the utmost affection: you are an idiot.

[kishin]

[ sjdlksjd ]

Just because he kissed me back doesn't mean he wanted that to happen!

[happydreamed]

Does Lelouch strike you as the kind of person who kisses people with no kind of sentiment for them?

[kishin]

[ That's actually the wrong question!! ]

He's kissed people he doesn't like. I think.

[happydreamed]

Why??

[kishin]

Well, he's very good-looking.