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Kantera ([personal profile] happydreamed) wrote2030-02-28 07:11 pm
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"Hello, you've reached Kantera. If this is a medical emergency, please hang up and call a hospital. Otherwise, please leave your message after the tone."
sangreine: sad (i understand)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-04-29 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe if you explain it to him, he'll agree. If he argues with me on it I'll probably cave. And I wouldn't want him to feel like he has to expose who he is to everyone there if I do go out of control.

...I have a terrible feeling that's what will happen. I can't explain why, but it's more than a fear. I feel certain of it.
sangreine: intimate :: touch :: scared :: sad :: comforted ([haji] block out)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-04-29 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. [ But still, she worries. She worries that she's not killable here, and if that's the case how would she be reset? Would she be like that until her hibernation? What would come out the other side? ]

I keep telling myself it's worth the try, but...

[ Well. ]
sangreine: sad (downfallen)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-04-30 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I keep telling myself that. But what I've done, all this time and energy from people, it feels like I'm asking too much. That there's bound to be a backlash.

I don't think anyone would let me give up at this point, so there's that.
sangreine: neutral :: sad (sisterly)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-05-14 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ She deeply wants to argue, but it doesn't seem right to. As she said, it's a lot of people's happiness at stake, not just her own. ]

Everyone is doing enough. The last thing I want is for it to take over people's lives more than it has.

That's part of why I'll be out on the quests myself. I wouldn't feel right asking others to go do those dangerous things for me. It'll take me away from home even more than I am -- which I hate, of course, but the phones seem to work fine out there at least.
sangreine: happy (Default)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-05-28 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I couldn't be alone if I wanted to. Certain people would have something to say about it.

[ Important People will be on the quests with her too, just... ones she's sure can handle it. She loves her husband dearly but a fighter he isn't, plus she'd be worried the whole time. ]
sangreine: happy (quiet time)

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-05-28 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sure everyone will appreciate that.

Me, I'll need something a bit different, but I have a feeling you'll be okay with it. [ It'll probably help him if she wants to spend time fawning over each other (and get a good drink of his blood). ]